A wide awake morning
awaiting to tie me up
in the thoughts lying in some corner of my folds,
tightly packed or might be even lost
with the glitter of sunshines
roses and smiles or maybe even in my hopes
is it because of the season, date or the time on the clock?
a flash, strumming the music of my past,
gushed with everything and I feel like I have been caught
nowhere to hide, nowhere to dump the forgotten pain
a ray of sadness and everything turns to grey
listening the blocked and unsaid remorse
my heart feels heavier which am not really proud off
loved and loving the love I got
heart and arms full, my eyes cries to stop
a stillness which feels like everything is halted and paused
slight touch on the healed scar
reminds of the time it was scared
a ray of saddness, is it really not good
to stop and appreciate the walk so far
taking the moment to embrace the pain
engulfed by the light and darkness
it isn’t really sad to be sad sometimes,
whatever we are today is because of that time.
